To my sweet baby,
Well, there are only 47 days until your due date... yes, that’s right, only 47 days! But who’s counting :) Something inside me has changed since my last entry only a few weeks ago. Any feelings of angst, nervousness or fear (including those stupid dreams) that I was experiencing seem to have simply disappeared. It is quite strange really. I thought the closer we got to your due date the more these feelings would grow, but after voicing my concerns to your Dad, the Doc and various friends, I am now feeling the complete opposite... I am so content, calm, organised and super relaxed about everything. And it is so reassuring to think that I must be doing something right! I now feel, more than ever, that I am ready, willing and able to be a great Mum. Your Mum.
Again, Mumma B with only 50 days until due date!!!
I can’t quite put into words the excitement that is building inside me. And without sounding too soppy (or like an over-emotional pregnant woman) I really want you to know that you are already the most wondrous thing that has ever happened in both mine and your Dad’s life. You have already filled me with so much pride and I don’t think anything is going to prepare me for how much I am going to be in awe of you. I simply cannot wait to marvel at the splendour that is you my darling.
I love you...